It's interesting.
How sometimes you have so much to say, so much to ask, yet never be able to express them all. You keep them all to yourself and think that it's the best decision. Don't rock the boat, as the saying goes. It's not considerate to unload every thought to your closest friend - she'd have to shoulder your burden too. There're repurcussions if you tell your friend thoughts that concern the whole community; judgements are formed and there's no taking 'em back.
I was with Xiu today at Robertson Quay. Nice chocolate place with great atmosphere and scenic view. Many thoughts just running through my mind. Not sure if I should share them though; 'cos she knows the LSCO community and well. Sometimes being too close and sharing everything without the right focus can be disastrous.
Past by Clarke Quay after that and those drinking madly days just came back. A nice, naughty feeling of wanting to indulge in it again. But. Must maintain state of purity. It's the motive that's important. No over-drinking. No having fun in such a manner. Difficult to say no.