I don't know. I really don't know.

It's a surreal day today. I don't know how I feel. I forgot how to feel. Did I do something wrong? No I don't think I did. I made mistakes but have learnt from them and I've been trying to make amends. Have to think before I act and discern before I type or react. It's not an easy world and I don't understand how can I enjoy doing this so much and not be able to meet the expectations of some people.

I have to outlast.